In Lieu of Flowers is an ongoing series of memorial portraits of the transpeople murdered in the United States and Puerto Rico due to transphobia, state violence, and neglect. Part mourning ritual and part photograph, I use the roses from my garden and portraits primarily made by the subjects themselves to create a series of anthotypes, images created using photosensitive material from plants and the sun that cannot be fixed, therefore will inevitably fade. This process is an act of devotion and extended witnessing over the course of the days- to weeks-long exposures. When I move the prints from window to window each day to keep them in direct sunlight, I spend time looking into each person’s eyes, connecting with their joy and grieving for their absence. The sun, the source of life, cannot revive them, yet the sunlight that creates each anthotype is the same light that once illuminated each original selfie, connecting us to one another. The resulting work is an examination of community, loss, time, and the impossible effort to extend both the life of my roses and the memory of these stolen lives.
The images below are only a small portion of the more than 100 transpeople killed in 2020 and 2021 alone.

Draya McCarty

Tony McDade

Dominique “Rem’mie” Fells

Jaheim "Barbie" Pugh

Serena Angelique Velázquez Ramos

Ashley Moore

Marilyn Monroe Cazares

CoCo Chanel Wortham

Elie Che

Nina Pop

Aja Raquell Rhone-Spears

Aerrion Burnett

Courtney Eshay Key

Helle Jae O’Regan

Tatiana Hall

Merci Mack

Poe Black

Jahaira DeAlto

Dominique Lucious

Skylar Heath

Kee Sam

Kimberly Fial

Queasha D Hardy

Brian Egypt Powers

Penélope Díaz Ramírez

Jeffrey “JJ” Bright

Riah Milton

Bonaire “Bonnie” Black

Selena Reyes-Hernandez

Alexus Braxton

Scottlynn Kelly DeVore

Isabella Mia Lofton

Jenna Franks

Disaya Monaee

Jaida Peterson

Serenity Hollis

Tierramarie Lewis

Danika “Danny” Henson

Sara Blackwood

Bree Black

Dustin Parker

Tyianna Alexander

Rayanna Pardo

EJ Boykin

Fifty Bandz

Shakie Peters

Tracy Mia Green

Keri Washington

Taya Ashton

Samuel Edmund Damián Valentín

Angel Unique Haynes

Tiffany Thomas

Sophie Vásquez

Chae’Meshia Simms

Monika Diamond

Lexi

Layla Pelaez Sánchez

Pooh Johnson

Yampi Méndez Arocho

Johanna Metzger